Happy Thanksgiving!!!

I am alive.
I am never home.
I am trying to get my life back together.
I am finally over being sick.
I am alive.

I have been working 50+ hours a week.
I have been a horrible friend.
I have lost weight.
I have started sleeping again.

I am thankful for my friends and family.
I am thankful I have a wonderful GOD to serve.
I am thankful I have a job.
I am thankful I am out of certain situations...

Today, I look back over the past 6 months...
I have had a lot go on.
Everything has changed.
Everything is for the better.
Six months ago, I made a change to better my life.
I made a change to make sure I was safe.
I took a stand for what I know is right.
I took a chance on a new job.
I have made new friends.
I have found out my true friends.

Thank you Lord for making me strong.
Thank you for letting me make mistakes to learn from.
Thank you for letting me fall.
Thank you for picking me back up.

Thank you
Thank you
Thank you

Today I am very Thankful that I get to be with people I love.

I hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving.

Please take a moment to think about what you are Thankful for.

This weekend...

This weekend started off the right way.
Friday night I spent the evening with a good friend and her little ones.


We played dress up.

These are the cutest two. Thanks for having me over.

Saturday morning I got up EARLY.. I had to leave my house because a realtor was showing it and mom and I were on a mission. A mission to find a car.

If you don't know I am looking for a new car. I drove this...
Yes it is a JAG, and yes I loved it. At first glace you will think, Grandma car.
BUT once you drive it, it is love...

I borrowed this for the weekend, but it was black and decked out...
It is nice, BUT I don't think I want the big payment that comes with it.
With everything else that has happened I am trying to be "smart" about my money...

And I drove one of these. I liked it. I have never be a SUV driver BUT I might be..

I am still "shopping" I am not sure what I want. But I know that I want something that gets good gas mileage while I am still driving 30 minutes each way to work.

After all the car shopping was done, we hit up Target, then headed to the lake. Since we had been car shopping all day we took it easy, went for a motorcycle ride, baked some cookies and then just watched movies.

Sunday was lake day. We got up mom cooked breakfast, then we headed to the water. I need to take my camera or phone next time. It is so pretty out there.

Hope everyone had a great weekend.

Bunco

We had our August Bunco last week. It was fun, I love seeing all these girls. Our group is just getting bigger each month. Each time I think that it last longer and we are just getting louder. Can't wait till next month.

http://bisforbrown.blogspot.com/2009/07/few-of-summers-fave-things-giveaway.html

My BF Summer, is having a give away, if you have not already go check her out!!

D DAY!!!!!!

I got flowers for the big day, sent to me at work.

After Court. I might have to frame this outfit. It will always have great memories.

At dinner. I didn't take my camera in because when we were walking in it was hailing. We had a wonderful time and my best friends were there.

I am very excited for my new chapter to start. Thanks for everyone who was praying.

Ok this is bad I know, BUT a lot of people posted the wedding video of this...

http://video.yahoo.com/watch/5672115/14867615

8/3/09

Broken.
Hurt.
That is the only way I can explain how I am doing.
Everything is going in the right direction.
Life is starting to come back together.
But I am still having trouble.
I know that I will only be stronger from this.
I have learned a lot.
I have learned how to be myself again.
I am finding out more and more about the situation everyday.
I know that I was the BEST wife that I could be.
I was faithful something he cannot say.
I am at peace that I am out of that relationship.
Why did I let the past 3 years go by without doing something.
Why did I let myself stay so unhappy.
Why did I let someone treat me that way.
Why did I let myself go.
In the mix of it all, I have now lost a good friend.
This was the friend that helped me get everything started.
He was the one that pointed out that I was hiding it all.
I loved this person and now I am having to get over this loss as well.
I will always be thankful for you.
I will miss you for a while.
I do hope that life turns around for you.
Why do I cry every morning.
I have wonderful friends, and the best family.
I love my new job.
I am dropping pounds.
I am trying to look to the future.