Broken.
Hurt.
That is the only way I can explain how I am doing.
Everything is going in the right direction.
Life is starting to come back together.
But I am still having trouble.
I know that I will only be stronger from this.
I have learned a lot.
I have learned how to be myself again.
I am finding out more and more about the situation everyday.
I know that I was the BEST wife that I could be.
I was faithful something he cannot say.
I am at peace that I am out of that relationship.
Why did I let the past 3 years go by without doing something.
Why did I let myself stay so unhappy.
Why did I let someone treat me that way.
Why did I let myself go.
In the mix of it all, I have now lost a good friend.
This was the friend that helped me get everything started.
He was the one that pointed out that I was hiding it all.
I loved this person and now I am having to get over this loss as well.
I will always be thankful for you.
I will miss you for a while.
I do hope that life turns around for you.
Why do I cry every morning.
I have wonderful friends, and the best family.
I love my new job.
I am dropping pounds.
I am trying to look to the future.